Sexiest Woman Alive in Asia..!

Katrina Kaif , Damsel Queen ruling the roost in Bollywood for the past one year or so.This long legged beauty is sure a great hindrance in the sleep of most youngsters if not at least to me.What makes her so special. I am still in the process of discovery of it.
I remember her, seeing the first time in the movie "Sarkar" just fitting the bill for her role.Ofcourse that is not her first silver screen appearance but that was when I noticed her where then she had a strong english accent to her hindi.For which she was really criticized hardly and I too adhered it that time.Next was "Partner" where she really impressed me with her Barbie doll looks and the most cutest smile I have ever seen.
Then came the racy movie with Saif where with her glam doll image pushed me to the edge.Then on I was really onto her, grasping every shows she was in and reading to some tinsel town news about hers.Indeed she redefined the word "Bubbly" that was predefined by the pretty "Priety Zinta".
From then on she was on my laptop wallpaper,my bedroom poster and even became the first I read about in fashion or film magazines.
But then I had no idea about her relationship with Sallu Bhai.Still I believed that was all bits and pieces of the stardom to be linked up with someone of the opposite sex, until I watched the Karan Johar's coffee table chat where she was partnering Lara Dutta for that episode.She in no way let down Salman Khan for the questions and pranks played at her in the Karan's way.
Whatever may be , my pulse rises and I get beefed up whenever I see her songs, posters ,interviews and promos for her endorsements.In other words I would say I am in pursuit of an impossible love.

I was not so sure of the saying "A door surely opens before one shuts".Yes, I discovered a look-alike Katrina Kaif just very recently whom I have been eyeing for months.I can feel the thousand butterflies on my stomach on the verge to fly.Is this really a side effect of the love bug..? I am really confused...!!

What a thought..!!

"Old is Gold".Think of it..It must have been new on the start...lol...What a thought..!!

My Life Rating

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
8.2
Mind:
7.6
Body:
8.1
Spirit:
7.5
Friends/Family:
6
Love:
5
Finance:
8.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Just got to know about this meter when I was gazing through the web-pages.

Try it on yourself and just get to know your ratings on Life.

It feels good if something says that your future would be cool and fantastic.Never mind if the ratings you get is under-rated.

"After all Life has to go on, if at all anything happens.."

Words.........


Sometimes i wish that we had no language, no words. Words cause misunderstandings, they hurt, they cause a lot of pain and many a times they are misunderstood..wish we were all mute and conveyed our feelings just by expressions. Dont know whether the world would have been a better place or not but personal relationships would have been much better. Atleast our parents wouldnt have said that u dont know how to talk to elders and friends n lovers wouldnt have had too many fights..even if they had there wont be those hurtful words said in anger, those misunderstandings or just the whole love n respect for each other vanishing in a split second jus cos of a few words. Jus think of small babies, how they express themselves....isnt that wonderful?? jus think of how many times u hv said something to someone in anger n regretted it later.....I know its jus wishful thinking inspite of all the evils that they bring with them,these words do run our life.. if there werent any words..i would hv been pressing d keys of my keyboard rt. nw n u wuldnt be reading this..if there werent any words there would be no literature..no books..no phones...ya it wuld have been impossibl to live without them;-) no blogging, no bloggers, no orkut....on second thougts..we need words guys;-)..................... Well as the age old saying think before you speak otherwise u migt jus lose the person u cherish the most..............

Sometimes I wish I could.........



'Sometimes I Wish I Could Turn Back Time' this phrase from a Backstreet Boys' song really reflects my state of mind right now.Sometimes I have this strange feeling of going back to the past and enjoying my good old days , rectifying some regrets that would have been solved so easily which was prolonged so long even till now.But people say "Whatever happened was for the good and whatever happening and would happen will always be good".Ofcourse this applies for the most of the cases.But thinking of the rest of the few cases where we might have lost a relationship like a good friend because of some misunderstanding,little quarrels and fights that cost something more than what they deserved(in the opposite way).Now that really hurts when thinking of the past.But they say not to be preoccupied with the past and move forward to patch up with the fast paced world.Most of the times its possible maintain this kind of attitude.But it can be really difficult to think this ways when d stakes are too high, when there's too much to lose, when an otherwise trivial mistake has had a catastrophic effect on your life. In such circumstances its really not possible to be practical.

Life would've been so much simpler if we could just press Ctrl Z and undo things which are not to our liking.........But the fact is that life is not as easy as operating a computer(even that isnt so easy)

The Transformers


"The Life" , goes your way until you adopt to situations adjust to certain things, people and when we enact the proverb of "A Roman in Rome". Just have a thought , you being like what you were as in kinder garten now, being moulded in the care of parents, teachers being unaware of lies, adultery. Wow..!! IF the progression of age and years had stopped there , life would have certainly been a heaven.

Now how much transformations did I or everybody undergo..? We describe them in the scale of achievements, progress, lessons learnt, failures faced and even by the pain of girl friend dumping.

Be it from the first time we stand on our feet trying to walk continuously cheered by the parents.This I mean the first transformation to boyhood where we get introduced the concepts of school, learning , teachers even almost everything under the sky I would say. Then onto the adolescent , the phase which marks the character personally and as well academically.And the final stage I am experiencing as of now ,an adult.This has so much of complications in it, where we make the most vital decisions towards the career, the first love ( I meant to say the true one which sans infatuation or attraction or whatever the term may be ) and ofcourse the stage when we land up in a job that one is passionate about, with some decent gross package to start a career with.


Now what is my point. The transformations in life I meant about lately not only change the persona,they include the changes in character underwent, behavioural changes towards others.Living a life that is mostly influenced by others or a life which is being forseen for the reputation that is to be gained.Be it in the dress we wear till the kind of attitude we depict.....This is always a good thing , taken in the sense of one's own development in his game of life.But did we do all these for the sake of getting better oneself in every way possible or just to prove a point to society that "I am good,capable or whatever to show off.."

My verdict , just ask yourself .."Is there any of mine in me now...or am I living the way I wish exactly I mean the way I want..?"

Ans : A BIG "NO", that most of us will have in their heart , some try not to reveal it.

So much of complications this little pretty life has .Trying had to fit into place that really does not suit...God..!!This mean thing of life trying not to show the real me in me really pisses me off these days.Personal Identity, is on the trail.

I am not sure if I made myself clear about my view .I just spilt off my frustrations about something that was kindling me for quite a while..

Have you fallen in love?




















Have you? If yes, then there's nothing unusual about you :D ... If No, WHAT!!?? Please tell me how??

Is it possible for someone to never fall in love with another person till they are wedded (considering wedding is the very act of connecting two lovers or prospective lovers)? I'm guessing it was quite possible in my gandpa's time (only guessing) but now, there's nobody in sight who has never fallen in love! Is it a good sign? I don't know... it's so weird. yeah, of course there's nothing wrong...

When I was very young, an 'affair' was a very bad word and whoever I knew never had one... so I thought. But now, being in an affair is like getting a monthly hair-cut. The new style looks good at first but then it's hair and it does grow and you come back to square one. Are you following this? err... whatever!

Divorce, extra-marital affairs, no strings attached, two-timing, ... I don't quite understand where I'm taking this to, but if you can really follow, you'll know it's all coming to one question - what exactly is love? - a feeling? a perception? remedy? a commitment? WHAT IS IT?

I'm confused now... because I wanted to convey something else but I ended up writing something else, and I don't want to discard this because I wrote whatever my mind dictated...

Bleh! Right, if you have never fallen in love with anybody till date , please contact me and I want to take your interview

Serious...

Touching thought...

There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west
The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know
We please the fleeting guest
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best.

20 Random Things About Me




1. I have a multifaceted personality, different people bring out different aspects of it. If arnd ten people are asked abt me each one would've something different to say. Some people find me very dull n boring, others say he's very witty n fun to be with; some would describe me as very shy n introvert others as very extrovert; some would call me very mature n understanding, others would say he's plain dumb; some would say he's very loving n caring others would say he takes people for granted. The list of contrasting opinions is endless.

2. The reason for these extreme views is probably cos im very moody, those who have spent a lot of time with me get to see all these aspects of my personality but those who've been therefor a short time are bound to have divergent views.

3. I forgive people very easily, dont keep any grudges in my heart.

4. If Im annoyed with someone, I would avoid that person rather than being rude to him/her.Unless of course that person is a good friend in that case I would let my friend know what exactly pissed me off and that can be very rude. I would just take it out completely so that I can behave normally the next time.But then there are people who are on the borderline, whom you cant call friends but their actions do hurt you. In that case I just avoid that person for sometime because I know if Im hurt n angry then I can be very rude and I dont think that such people matter so much that Iwould tell them that I didnt like something. Ultimately I just forgive such people but dont forget I just keep everything in perspective in my future interactions with such people.

5. I get hurt very easily.

6. Some people call me an 'Emotional Fool'. But I don't mind that.

7. May be they say it cos I can do anything for my Friends n Family, sometimes people even try to take advantage of that but I just completely leave it to their conscience and dont mind being used, I just dont refuse anything to my Friends n Family.

8. I also do help out strangers a lot but in their case Im a lot more pragmatic and and say 'NO' to them if its inconvenient for me.

9. Im a teetotaler, dont smoke too. Never even tried. My friends call me 'PURE ADULT' mockingly

10.The reason why I havent even tried is that I cant get rid of any of my habits easily I know if I try even once I might get addicted.

11. Im very possessive about my friends.

12. I cant see my own blood, I start vomiting if I see myself bleeding.

13. Im constantly thinking about something or the other, my mind keeps working 24x7. This can also lead to some absent mindedness at times.

14. I keep hurting people without even realizing it, I wish I could come to know immediately whenever I've hurt someone so that I can atleast apologize.

15. This reminds me 1 more thing, I never shy away from saying sorry. If I think I've done something inappropriate I apologize asap. Don't have any ego hassles about saying sorry.

16. I love being busy, but that rarely happens..

17. I am never satisfied with myself always wanna do more,I am a big critic of myself sometimes...

18. One think I hate about myself is that I am a procrastinator . Keep postponing things until Ifind myself in a soup. If I have 10 hrs to do something which can be done in 4 hrs, I'll work sincerely for the first 2 hrs then get complacent waste d next 7hrs. Then wid just 1 hrremaining do to d 2 hr work turn into a superhuman n actually finish it in time. I wish I could complete things in time to avoid living on d edge so much.

19. I can never reach any place to attend classes on time always struggling to get ready n reach college. But if I've to meet someone otherwise I am usually on time. But somehow recently I've made people wait a lot.

20. I love to intentionally act dumb sometimes and pull people's leg that ways by asking stupid questions.

21. I sincerely believe that one can change people by kindness. I even think that its d sweetest form of revenge so if I am really angry with someone and wanna set him/her straight then instead of being rude I am sooo bloody nice to such people that first they get confused then they feel ashamed of themselves and ultimately they mend their ways. In my slang first they Noccify me, then I floccify them then they get nihilified and philified themselves. I hope now that d people who used to ask me d meaning of noccifloccinihiliphilificator wouldnt ask again.

lol... I actually managed 21, cant believe it. Well there was lots more coming to mind but I think I've already divulged more than enough. I think the formatting could've been a li'l better though:-(

What I wanted to be...




...and what I have become, makes me want to laugh at myself!

Anyways here's the list: (in no order of priority)

1. Teacher - because I loved ticking everything right and writing 'Very Good - Keep it up' at the end of every page and also, drawing stars for every correct math problem!

2. Cooker (that's what I used to think till recent times) - because I loved making bread rolls and juice!

3. Politician - because I loved those white caps!

4. Ticket seller (any counter) - because I liked the idea of tearing colorful paper into tiny bits and handing it over to an anxious queue.

5. One in the audience at a fashion show (a popular 'job' some of us indulge in).

6. An IITian - I have NO idea why I wanted to be this one!

7. A Super Hero - This is because of the influence of some good old Tamil Movies

8. Doctorate in Chemical sciences at IISc - left the idea, coz I was remembered by being punished in school for breaking my burette.

9. IIM Grad - for my love for logical reasoning

10. Event manager - because I love organizing events

11. Painter - not on canvas but walls... because I badly want to paint my walls maroon and blue...

12. French fries vendor - because everybody loves crispy golden fries. I would be my most loyal customer!

13. Architect - because I just LOVED the idea of drawing plans and calculating and designing and basically the challenge...

14. News anchor - because I liked the crew on every news channel.

15. Represent India at the Olympics - YOU CAN LAUGH!

16. Movie director - ???!!!???

17. Musician - because I love music! :D

18. Racer in a Rally Championship - Cause I was mad about driving cars , with mindblowing speed throwing dust in air.

AND THE LIST GOES ON...

I have no regrets that I was not able to fulfill any of my above aspirations for I believe I have become more learned than yesterday and tomorrow will be another day I can look forward to!

:)