Final Home Coming


This day, Last year....April 12, 2009.

A day that I would remember even in my death bed. Yes, I was to leave a place that was literally considered myself where I belong to. 22 years, A Golden Period.

This place has seen my childhood through my adolescence to adulthood. Enjoying most of the luxury, which I didn't realize then, that I was so lucky to just be there. The biggest gated-community I have ever seen. Open Air-Theater, School at a distance which is not even a kilometer away,Cricket Ground, Swimming Pool to chill out, Officers' Club, Gymkhana, Shuttle Badminton, Beach on the sides of the Port, occasional ammonia leakage from Dad's company which I can still smell under my nose, chemical dust heaps, Cycle Puncture Stand, Generator Shed and much more things that cannot be sufficed with mere adjectives. It was a place full of life abuzz with joy.

I lived like a King with my own boundary defined. But that fine day, came when I have to leave back everything that this wondrous home, no, I would call it heaven, had given me. A sapling can be moved, planted anywhere, but a tree can't be.Why should not life have a rewind button.

Above all these bonding to the place, it was the friends I made since childhood was the terrible part to leave behind. But life has to move on. Relationships are tested when we part ways. Happy that we stay in touch with the whichever way possible. Many thanks to social networking sites and instant messaging service providers.

65kmph+ was the speed with which I usually I drive. My heart did not have the strength to rev the car's engine more than 40kmph. Dumping everything into the car, was crawling out the gates on the way to the airport. A chapter of my life that had a very abrupt ending.

The place is now facing its doom , due to wretched management of the industries. People there are finding means to switch over. It is really hurting to see a place where I grew up being ripped apart from all sides.

Some Truths are better when unsaid..

If Bodhi tree was where Buddha got his enlightenment, it is my couch where I think of the most freakiest things. So here it is, my compilation of certain truths left unsaid(I feel so). Ok let me start....

Before that, I was in sanity while writing this.(Pun Intended). I don't like preaching values and even to force my views on others.

Disclaimer: If you feel , that any of the truths below contradicts you or your opinions let us dwell upon that and come to a conclusion.


1. Growing as a boy, everybody around seems to be good and nice.

2. A boy and a girl can't be just friends unless the girl is unattractive.

3. They say charity begins at home. Not just that selfishness too starts from there.

4. Any deed, be it any situation,the first thing that pops up in one's mind is "What can I get out for myself from this?"

5. The whole perception of life is based on confusion at every stage of life.

6. The value of anything is felt , when it is not easily attainable.

7. Love , In high school- just attraction, In Graduate School - Influence of class movies centered around the "IT".

8. At difficult times, even GOD is seemed to be one-sided and we ask "God, why me?"

9. Truly no girl can be as beautiful as one's lovely Mom.

10. "Don't" is what makes one push at many a times to do "the-don't" one time atleast.

11. When do we inspire people,not just for their actions. It is when we dream like being/living like them.

12. Heart is sensitive, but brain is sensible. Let me make it more clear, heart falls for things/persons but brain anticipates the aftermath of the fall.

13. Critic, always present within, pops out most of the time due to jealousy.

14. Whatever be the genre, there is always a song that has already been composed by A.R.Rahman.

15. Now-a-days , the difficult question to answer is " When was the last time I have been myself? ". Because in the name of transformation , we have to wear a lot number of masks for the sake of the society, workplace rather to maintain the personality.

16. Justice delayed is Justice denied. It is not just that, "Delay in proposing a girl most of the time ends up in being denied". The more the time you take to propose a girl is proportional to square of the possibilty she being commited to the one other. It is more haunting, when the one other becomes your friend..(Pun Intended).

17. The essentiality of anything is realized, only after it goes out of hand.

18. Life as progresses limits the choices available.

19. Being perfect and expecting others to be likewise are mutually exclusive, they don't go hand-in-hand.

20. Most of the time, what we want remains a puzzle.(Atleast stands true with me)

21. Apologizing - takes a lot of strength and courage.

22. "Only I know" attitude is start of the one's doom.

23. The one best lesson life is learnt only when betrayed and get kicked on the butt.

24. "I have had enough" does not apply to money,material possessions and desires.(Leave out the Godmen for God's sake.)

25. Last but not the least, Write a blog and you feel like you are preaching the world..lol..

2009 , Join My Journey with Me

I know it's a bit late to recap on my 2009..But still, here I go..

It was not a partying sort of a start that I had this time. I kept it so simple, rather it happened itself and I had no choice. I was alone at home, the first of its kind I have ever had. It was quite cool, I would say. I was browsing through TV channels recapping the year that was/wasn't.Whatever.

As usual I jotted down on my dos and don'ts for the year.Yes, resolutions. This time I was a little serious, I don't know why but.Also this time the so-called resolutions were a quite a lot in number.Not divulging much on my resolution-list, the one resolution I am keeping up till date, is hitting the gym three times a week. Yes, the six-packs fever. Truly, that was not my motive but to feel and look young.

So content to the post, let me take you through my 2009 , A year that was/wasn't.

January :
The repercussions of the recession was still on and still I was there with no idea about that.There came the Pongal and I flew down to Tuticorin for the first time.Had a good time with friends. Dad warned me about that this could be my last trip here, since he was planning for a shift over, which I thought would never happen.So flying back again to Hyderabad, I found that my office was moved out from Ascendas IT Park to CA's own building in Gachibowli. My reaction to this was a kinda mixed. I would miss some good food(choice of having a variety amidst the crappy food) and girls of course. The happy part was I could stay close and be updated on the happenings in my own corporate.

February :
Settling down on the new workplace, I found that fanfare here in this place was quite missing or low.So moving on there was not much to update on this month except trip to aunt's place in Bangalore.

March :
The month I was waiting for.Yeah I was eying to own the "Lord of the Streets" for myself.I can still remember the date. March 6, was when it was delivered.Dad's words to me before, he made them true.He resigned from his office, he got a much better pay/designation in Sanmar Chemplast, Mettur. Also there were some shocking moments which I am not supposed to reveal here.

April :
So there I was planning to make a visit Tuticorin for the one last time, as a resident of TAC Pvt Ltd. More than 4 GB of photographs taken so that I don't miss much of my memories out there.April 12, Tuticorin Airport. Adieu to a place that gave me everything since childhood. Then, there was me back at my desk staring at my monitor. The flashing of my past days in TAC, was frequenting me more often.

May :
Keeping aside everything, I was into some serious stuff at work.For a period I even forgot my home.Mom said that the new place is cool and that I would surely like it. I wasn't much bothered about that. Software job was catching up on me, which I never realized that time.

June-July :
Bugs, Issues, Errors, Fix it. The words that I heard a lot in this period.The QA cycles were on. There were demands for some weekend-working as well. But I didn't complain since I have not much to do other than this.Amidst these, a trip to Delhi was on the cards with a school-time friend. I was game for it as I had to catch up with some oxygen from outside as well. Dates finalized, tickets booked and everything set.

August :
Aug 15,I made my first trip to my new found home in Mettur, owing to a lot of

compulsion from Mom. I was thrilled. A place close to nature, famous Mettur Dam which can be seen even from the terrace of my new home. I was convincing myself, that
here is where I have to come to visit my Dad for the next eight years until he retires.Moving back to Hyderabad, last week of the month, The Kuwait buddy,Aswin(good-old school friend) and me where ready take-off to Delhi from RGIA.The next two-three days was ultimate fun in Murali's apartment, Gurgaon. Carefree room-mates,b'day bash,late-night boozing(Promise, I just had a breezer),Agra fort,Taj Mahal, Delhi metro-train, North-Indian Girls, India Gate, Andhra Bhavan Biriyani. It was a long time since I freaked out that much.

September :
Touched-down Hyderabad, back again with the bugs, after a chill out. Again job was getting onto me. Adding insult to the injury, laptop motherboard crashed just weeks before its second anniversary.Frustrated, confused as getting it repaired just pulled the s*** out of me.

October-November :
No laptop, just TV when I get back home. I was trying my hand at different things. Reading, a habit that I haven't developed since long. Chetan Bhagat's "5 Point Someone", "2 States" at a stretch.In the motive to regain back my looks, underwent laser surgery.It was quite a experience.No local anesthesia, first time operation theatre, hardly 10 minutes that took. Then there was me saying "Good bye to the spectacles that presented me as whizz guy for nearly 2 years".Thanks to the doctor, who handled me with much care. Switching Back, Hyderabad-Sweet Surprise, one more good-old school friend, Vignesh. He moved in with me as he got himself posted here after some tiresome training.

December :
Days moved as I was introducing Vignesh to the city. Lumbini Park, Speed Boat ride, Hyd Central, GVK One, City Centre. I took him to the most happening places. Long time pending treat of his for no reason at "Water Front".Ambassamudram, Grandpa's place-A trip was planned at the end of the month.Flew down(I know this is too much for me to fly again with alternatives around) to Bangalore and a road trip to Ambas, the first of its kind. Aunt's Swift(sure it was swifter), long drive with sooting songs(obvious, its ARR's) and it was fun. Drove down to Tuticorin, but this time as a guest to my own place. The feeling was quite odd. Moreover gone are the days where everything around there was happy, it was losing its effulgence. TAC was lingering down the lane of being locked-out. Thanks to some swift actions from certain politicians, that the place atleast still remains for me to pay a visit. Passed through the home where I lived, it was just a house now still left vacant. The visit that is incomplete without a ride to the beach with friends , once a hotshots for people like us to hang out. But still I find it difficult to see the gloom that is slowly getting down to the skin of a place that literally remains the root to me.Dec 31st night, this time in Ambas' with Grandpa. After years, the new year dawn I celebrated with him.

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2009 Signed Off...
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A year that can be marked as one another turning point in my journey called life.Hope I didn't bore you off too much.Stepping into "2010". But this time, I made sure "no resolutions" and to be spontaneous.